Coming together around the idea of persistence of ourselves and our species and dedicating our organization to the persistence of the only known form of consciousness in the universe
Whenever I get really deep with myself (or through a DMT trip) I’m left questioning things, but questions is all I ever get to. It seems the answers don’t fully lie in that realm. I am very very much swayed to pick a side of things and stick with it, but at my core I know that I cannot. It’s like if my room was messy, sure, when I get in these states I pick it up a lot more. But there on the ground in the middle is a stain, and I cannot for the life of me figure out how to remove that stain, the stain represents my lack of knowledge. Now as am umbrella metaphor let’s say my goal is to remove that stain (or to get all of that knowledge), then I sit in this room and I think of all these clever ways I may be able to remove the stain, but I sit in the room and realize it’s been years, and that I my years are not unlimited, and thus the crisis that I leave this room, having never cleaned that stain comes in. Now, luckily if I know that if I spend those years, distracted from the stain in part, but focused on extending my stay in the room, I can elicit an indefinite amount more years to scrub that stain, and with it gain an incomprehensible amount of new stain removers that I cannot currently fathom.
So while I look to extend my stay in this room I can’t help but look around and realize so many in the room are trying to remove that stain too. And others too seem to not even notice the stain, and in a sense I’m jealous of those people. But to these people who don’t care for the stain or it’s eventual removal, who simply enjoy being in this room together I would agree. This room is quite nice; and recently they’ve been adding new furniture and gadgets like crazy, it looks like we may even unlock a whole new expansion of it soon. through it together is splendid. I meet so many great people, but while the average stay allowed has increased by double in the past century everyone currently still has to check out, even my parents are due to check out prior to me. On the other hand are plenty who view that stain the same that I do, and these people are just as stuck as I am, and it seems we just need to wait till new inventions of stain removers come out, but many of these people are later on in their duration of their stay, and they need to extend their room time even sooner than me. We all signed to the same landlord in fact and if one of is convinces the landlord to extend our time, he extends it for everyone else. He even throws in benefits like making some of the people arms and legs work again, oh and children don’t die before they reach adulthood. Personally, I’m focusing everything I’ve got to make that landlord extend my time, and I hope I can find other people to surround myself with to do the same.